so i like artistic things a lot. i like looking at them and i would like making them (if i could). i've never taken photography or art or ceramics in high school and i really regret that. it was all about "what would look good on a college application". it makes me feel bad now though, because i would really, really love to be good at something artistic, whether it was photography, graphic design or drawing. just because i'm not artistic right now doesn't mean that i wouldn't have gotten better through practice...does it? now that i actually have to go to college and pick a major that i don't really love, it makes me regret it. i don't know what i want to do. and i'm scared i'll grow up and be stuck behind a desk for the rest of my life. i don't want to hate my job.


gah. i wish i was really good at something.
















yes :(


-__-


true dat.










goal in life ^^


this is so applicable to my life.

“

i am extraordinary


(if you ever get to know me)”