i have no reason to be unhappy. i am so lucky. no, you wouldn't believe how lucky i am to have the life that i do.

(i feel like i should be grateful)

i just want small things.

i want it to be okay for us to be together. i want to be friends with you again. i want to tell you how exactly you made me feel. i want to get to know you.

i will be leaving this summer.
forever.

it seems so final. i'm not yet ready. i don't know when i will be.

i wonder how if people will remember me. or if i will be remembered in the shadow of my friends, who are more academically capable than i.

all i ever wanted to be was a good friend and a good person.

i hope i managed that.







 










































































like on a scale of 1 to 10? does a 5 round up?