i am too interested in people
not in a creepy way {i think}
i think i just want to get to know them
because if you think about it
each person that you meet has their own
life experiences and stories and fears
just like you do.
this is just so crazy to me!
that you can go decades without knowing
all there is to know about a person.

i think that things are beautiful without really knowing why
example:
the brackets that i used in the previous paragraph
look perfect to me
i hate that society places such a huge emphasis on looks
especially for women
sucks for the rest of us, doesn't it?
who don't really care?

i hate change but i love it at the same time
meeting new people is fun
but there is this uncertainty with new people
especially in college
it's hard to know how much to depend on them
if you don't really know how close you are
in the first place
growing apart from friends breaks my heart
i always feel like i'm the one that cares more
which hurts

these are my friends. we are silly.