i no longer feel like a good person. i'm sorry for hurting you. i've been really selfish. i don't regret doing this, but i regret how i did it. i do think that our relationship wasn't perfect and i didn't know how to fix it. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if we hadn't been so far away from each other. but now that you know how i really am, would you even have wanted us to work out?

i feel like i don't deserve you. i feel like i don't deserve anyone.